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Friday, January 24, 2003
there's more to this situation.
that's what i keep telling myself to remain sane. but its rather difficult to constantly believe that "there's more to this situation" when i never get an explanation. whats the use of wondering whether or not it will all work out? but you say and you say "there's more to this situation" let's wait things out.
i dont know if i can wait any longer for a feeling of security. always being up in the air is cause for me to scream yell rant, but only at me. bc i care too much to tell you how i realy feel and i dont know whether or not screaming yelling ranting will help our ordeal
there's more to this situation is what i keep hearing. there's more to this situation is the only answer you give. but instead of explantaions i'm getting the run-a-round. instead of clarifications my heart wears a frown.
if there's more to this situation i'd like to know. whether or not i should stay or i should go. bc i know the theory that everything in life is temporary. great theory in theory, but difficult in practice. if there's more to this situation then i'd like to know. perhaps prep myself for when you tell me we're through or to avoid any heartache, wander off on my own.
there's more to this situation is not a sufficent answer anymore. you need to tell me now, you need to update the score. bc i'm not going to wait much longer and smile and fake calmness and ponder. this statement of yours. this ambivalent protection of words. there's more to this situatioin is rather absurd. bc it only protects you. apparently your the only one. who understands what this more to this situation entails and shuns. id rather not be left in the dark in this and hold such trepidations. you better tell me soon or i'm out. so long to this "there's more to this situation"
lainey 9:31 AM
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